Ok ladies, slaughter me for this, BUT I have to ask.
My wife of 34 years which I love more now than ever, has always confided with me before going for her exams. She only goes though about every 5 years.
This time she hid it and used a different excuse. She lied to me like never before. She did'nt tell me because I tease her about it.
Here is my thing. We have sex more than the average. Almost daily. Yet as I get into the later years, I find my desires more but my physical self less.
Ready to kill me? One of my fantasies which I have discussed with her many times and she flat out refuses to discuss, is to share her with others. Yes I want her to have sex with other men and women. My Reasoning? I want to see her pleasure. I want her to receive the best because she deserves it. I can give her the love she needs but not the sex she deserves.
Well I see her in my mind and I know it is not sexual, lying naked on a bed, legs up and open giving her good looking female doctor a very intimate view and being touched by her.
Sick I know but that is my thoughts.
When she got pregnant for our first child, Her then male doctor allowed me to go in with her for her exam. Yes it excited me to watch him check her but truthfully I saw first hand there was no intimacy there but still, another man doing that to her?
Anyway, her not telling me really upsets me that makes me think now she hiding something from me.