Well after sooo long, what can i say??that i am as happy as i could ever be!! not because my situation got better, but i am free!!! finally got to break away from all that pain that was holding me really bad! not more tears, actually i havent cried for a loooong while and it feels good, i have lost now 31 kilos and have guys asking me out everyweek! is good to feel alive again, but this didnt come with out a price and many months of pain as well. Is great to have the support of family and friends, but mainly you! think what you really want and as much as it hurt mean to leave some things behind, the future gets better. I live with my son now and my mum, i even have better things and a great car, as i settled on the house already and divorce papers almost through..exhubby not very happy but honestly what did he expected honestly??????? nah had enough of his games, even to this day he still seeing the woman i contacted before i left, a person here rightly told me not to be naive and not think they were seeing each other while still i was at home and had contacted the woman to speak and say that her "friendship " with my ex was affecting my marriage..she just didnt care either, both such liers and cheaters, she even has gone to visit what used to be my house but i dont care anymore!! i have met a wonderful man that worship the ground i walk on and has see me through the wonderful and decent person i am ...and well i am not a resentful person and now even i get along with ex, for kid's sake but is alright no more arguments or blaming, i have left that so behind i dont even remember some things that had happenede until i remembered i wrote somethings in here, like sort of diary!!
So just to let know if some women going through the same, dont give up!! go and live your own life instead of getting bitter with someone that IS NEVER gonna change....
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